Alexander Stewart – if you only knew

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I've been trying so hard to survive, sometimes I think that I wanna die
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I feel so fucking guilty cuz god I'm so lucky to live my  life
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so I keep all the pain to myself, losing faith but nobody can tell
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mom, I don't want you worried cuz that would just hurt me, so I pretend I'm fine, if you only

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 knew, what my mind is telling me I should do, that I'm drunk and all alone in my
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 room here tonight, I’m too sad to cry it's true, oh, if you only
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 knew, all the shit my brain is putting me through, you’d come running over straight to my
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 room here tonight, I’m sorry but I need you, oh, if you only
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 knew

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I wish I was somebody else, I’m constantly overwhelmed, now I’m
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 falling again getting drunk with some friends, it’s a silent cry for help, I wanna get

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 better, want you to know, that I can't do this on my own, if you only

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 knew, what my mind is telling me I should do, that I'm drunk and all alone in my
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 room here tonight, I’m too sad to cry it's true, oh, if you only
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 knew, all the shit my brain is putting me through, you’d come running over straight to my
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 room here tonight, I’m sorry but I need you, oh, take me out of this

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 hell, oh, somebody help,  take me out of this
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 hell, oh, I'm not myself

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I wanna tell you what my mind is telling me I should do, that I'm drunk and all alone in my
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 room here tonight, I’m too sad to cry but I want to, oh, if you only knew